Sometimes I see myself from a bird's view.. going higher until I see houses, states, earth, universe. Then I get scared of being where I am, upside down. I get scared and complex and nothing matters much, once I don't know much. So I close my eyes and I can feel my body sinking, it feels good, it is slightly similar to feeling drunk.. oh the power of the brain. It doesnt want to sleep, so the coffee I sip.